Wow Sorry got busy with hollidays and family

Been a long time. I haven't really been trying the past few months. I started p90x this week. I have done it four days in a row now. I am going to keep it up. I feel good when I am done doing it and I know I will lose this weight I want to loose.

I've started working out while kids are taking there naps. I'm not a much of a morning person and every time I say "I'm going to get up and work out in the morning." I just don't do it that and my mornings are crazy. Trying to get kids ready for school and all.

I am currently at 197 lbs. i am going to weigh in once a week and use this as my jernal. once a week.

It's been a long time.

Sorry. I have and extremely busy life so I havn't posted. I have lost one pant size. I still don't work out as much as I should. but I am eating better.
I just need more motivation to work out when I have some down time.

It's been a while

I havn't been posing like I would like too. I also havn't been working out like I would like too. It's so hard to find a spasific time to work out when you have a verry unpredictable baby. It's so frustrating. I berrly have time to breath let alone work out. When I do start working out payton starts screaming. To me working out is a time for relaxing and working out your frustrations. I don't get to do that when I'm working out. The kids are fighting or I'm listening to payton scream or telling the kids to stay away from the tredmill. I just don't enjoy it. the only time I would have to work out with no kids is 5 am. but that is also the only time i have to sleep. So my chouce is to get up and work out and be tired all day or stay in bed and get maybe 5 hourse of sleep. i'm just so frustrated. I just wish that we could aford a gym membership. i would love it. oh well I will try to do better.

running

Ive started running every other day. Today I did my best time ever on the mile. 12 min. I know sounds slow but you know what it's a big improvement from where I started. Lets just say I am out of shape. I have also lost 5 lbs in two weeks. I am so excited. only 55 more to go. Sounds like its far but my real goals are to just fit into the next size jeans. Then I know im making progress. My tite jeans are starting to get to where they fit and there not as tight. It's so exciting to be able to know that I am pushing my self and reaching my goals.

contest

My friend Amy and I are having a contest to see who can loose the most weight in two months. The looser has to pay for the winner to get a pedicure. I hope I win. I would love to loose the weight and the pedicure would be a bonus. wish me luck.

Under 200.

I made it to my first goal to be under 200. I have started running for 30 min everyday. After I run I will either work lower body or upper body. I couldn't really do p90x to well. The Cd's are to long for my life style. I can't ever make it through one CD without the kids fighting or payton screaming at me. So I changed my workout's. My goal is to run a mile in 10 min. I am down to 15 min miles. So I'm doing pretty good I think.

We are going to bear lake in August with the Dejong family. I have made a goal to be to at least a size 10 swim suit. We will see how well it will go. I have been doing very well. I am able to control my self on eating. I just hate the beginning when your trying to eat healthier and your body used to the junk. But I know the longer i go without junk the easier it will be.

How well is it going

I am doing ok with my waight loss. I am not eating as good as I should be. Cory and I are starts p90x. I will see how that go's I hurd it kicks your but. We shell see.