It's been a while

I havn't been posing like I would like too. I also havn't been working out like I would like too. It's so hard to find a spasific time to work out when you have a verry unpredictable baby. It's so frustrating. I berrly have time to breath let alone work out. When I do start working out payton starts screaming. To me working out is a time for relaxing and working out your frustrations. I don't get to do that when I'm working out. The kids are fighting or I'm listening to payton scream or telling the kids to stay away from the tredmill. I just don't enjoy it. the only time I would have to work out with no kids is 5 am. but that is also the only time i have to sleep. So my chouce is to get up and work out and be tired all day or stay in bed and get maybe 5 hourse of sleep. i'm just so frustrated. I just wish that we could aford a gym membership. i would love it. oh well I will try to do better.

running

Ive started running every other day. Today I did my best time ever on the mile. 12 min. I know sounds slow but you know what it's a big improvement from where I started. Lets just say I am out of shape. I have also lost 5 lbs in two weeks. I am so excited. only 55 more to go. Sounds like its far but my real goals are to just fit into the next size jeans. Then I know im making progress. My tite jeans are starting to get to where they fit and there not as tight. It's so exciting to be able to know that I am pushing my self and reaching my goals.

contest

My friend Amy and I are having a contest to see who can loose the most weight in two months. The looser has to pay for the winner to get a pedicure. I hope I win. I would love to loose the weight and the pedicure would be a bonus. wish me luck.

Under 200.

I made it to my first goal to be under 200. I have started running for 30 min everyday. After I run I will either work lower body or upper body. I couldn't really do p90x to well. The Cd's are to long for my life style. I can't ever make it through one CD without the kids fighting or payton screaming at me. So I changed my workout's. My goal is to run a mile in 10 min. I am down to 15 min miles. So I'm doing pretty good I think.

We are going to bear lake in August with the Dejong family. I have made a goal to be to at least a size 10 swim suit. We will see how well it will go. I have been doing very well. I am able to control my self on eating. I just hate the beginning when your trying to eat healthier and your body used to the junk. But I know the longer i go without junk the easier it will be.

How well is it going

I am doing ok with my waight loss. I am not eating as good as I should be. Cory and I are starts p90x. I will see how that go's I hurd it kicks your but. We shell see.

not doing so good.

Well it's the new year. 2010. I haven't been doing so good. I am going to work harder. It's just hard to find time when Payton doesn't go to sleep at decent hours and so I can't get up early because that's the only sleep I get. I've decided that I'm going to start righting down everything I eat. It might help me eat better. We shall see. I am also making a commitment to work out at least 5 days a week. even if it's only for 30 min.

Loosing weight part one.

I have been trying to loose weight on and off for 3 years. I lost most of it after having Brooklyn. Then I got pregnant with Parker and gained it all back plus. Then as I was starting to loose the weight after having Parker I found out I was Pregnant with Trinity. Then I wanted to try to loose the weight after Trinity and I found out I was pregnant with Payton. Payton is now 2 months old and I would like to loose the weight and keep it off. Wish me luck. I will be posting a blog every week. I will weigh myself and post it every week. As I go down A pant size I will post it. I will also post if I have had a bad week. We shell see how I do. Wish me luck.